Friday, June 13, 2008

Beware the Comfort Zone!

Comfort zone: That comfortable place in our lives where we can finally sit back, rest and coast a little (my definition). I now believe it also fertile ground for the devil to interfere with God's plan to prosper and bless us, so I am burdened in my heart to share this (rather long) message with you.

But before that... We have been at church camp, where we were much blessed by an anointed speaker - Pastor Henry Madava. Pastor Madava is a Zimbabwean who heads a church in Kiev, Ukraine, which in itself is a interesting testamony of the work of the Holy Spirit. Pastor Henry has the gift of teaching (he makes complex things simple) and the gift of healing. You can read some of the amazing healing testamonies from our church camp here. Truly He that is in us is greater than he that is in this world, and the Holy Spirit never rests from working against the works of the devil. Praise God!

As is often the case with anointed speakers, many things Henry spoke about jumped out at me. In particular, his preaching on Joseph and how to be a champion for God continued to play in my mind for many days after the camp. The Scripture says to test everything that we are taught (1 Thessalonians 5:21), and upon prayerful reflection on his sermon on Joseph, my current readings on David, and the ups and downs in my walk with God, I am convinced that the comfort zone is a dangerous place to be. In fact, being stretched and tested seems to be a pre-requisite for growth in the Lord.

When I look at great men that God used - like Moses, Joseph, David, etc - He never did allow them to get into any sort of comfort zone. At no point were they able to sit back and "coast" for a while. For a few years now, I have been asking God to make me more and more like Joseph and David. Joseph was blessed with success in whatever he put his hands to, and because of the Lord's favour upon him, he was a blessing to his family, boss, king and even to the nations around him. David was arguably the greatest king the Israelites ever had, and he had such initmacy with God that he was called a man after God's own heart (Acts 13:22).

But sometimes I forget that David (and Joseph) did not have it easy in life. David started fighting and killing lions and bears (1 Samuel 17:34-36) when most of us were struggling to get to school on time! Even after his famous victory over Goliath, he had the privilege to be appointed the royal harp player to a king who would occasionally try to kill him with a spear when David was playing for him (1 Samuel 18:10-11). After being anointed as king by God (thru Samuel), he still had to spend many years escaping/hiding from King Saul who was bent on killing him despite his repeated demonstrations of allegiance.

Even after King Saul died, and David was finally crowned as the new king, he never really did rule in peace. The bible tells that David had to contend with the shifting alliances and personal agendas that we now call politics. For instance, David had to appoint Joab as his army commander, a man of unsavoury character who committed pre-medidated murder. Joab was a man who stooped so low as to abuse God's law to lure Abner to the gates of Hebron - one of the cities of refuge God gave to the Levites to show mercy to innocent men who accidentally kills another - and kill him there. Joab lured Abner to Hebron (despite the fact that David has reconciled with Abner and made a covenant with him) and murdered him right at the gate (2 Samuel 3:20-27), so that he could have cold blooded revenge without facing the consequences. In fact, Joab was also the one who finally killed David's son, Absalom, despite strict instruction from David to his army not to harm him. Imagine being David and having to live with one such as this leading all your army - it truly gives me pause when I start to complain about "problematic" staff that I have to manage at work!

And when did David finally fall, and kill one of his most loyal and dilligent soldiers to steal his wife Bathsheba? It was "at the time when kings go out to battle", but David sent Joab and stayed behind in the comfort of Jerusalem (2 Samuel 11:1). Perhaps that was when David finally got into a comfort zone, when his armies was at war, but he felt that he need not go with them anymore. Instead, he was in his house in Jerusalem, when he arose from his bed, walked on the roof of his house, and saw Bathsheba, which then led to a whole string of sin, deception and finally murder. Compare that to Bathsheba's husband, Uriah, who refused to go into the comfort of his own house despite being called back to Jerusalem by King David, because his loyalty to his commander and his fellow troops would not allow him to do so, when they were all still out there in the battlefield (2 Samuel 11:6-13). For his sin, David paid a heavy price and lost a son.

Sorry for the long post, but I wanted to explain why I feel there is cause for us to beware the comfort zone - just like in Tri training, if we are not stretching, we are probably not growing stronger. But the message is not all doom and gloom, because even though tests in life come to tempt us to give up on God, He will not allow us to be tempted beyond what we can bear (1 Corinthians 10:13), and we know that what does not destroy us, only makes us stronger. Amen!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Proudly Brought to You by the Youth of CMC

Found this quite by accident on YouTube. Written and performed by the youths in our church - Christ Methodist Church. I am SO proud of our youths. Sometimes looking at them, it is easy to think that they are just another noisy, rebellious bunch. But it is very inspiring and humbling to see that despite the many distractions/snares out there, our youths are walking and rocking with Jesus. Praise God, truly He that is in us is greater than he that is in this world. Amen!

Monday, June 9, 2008

Saturday, May 31, 2008

My 1st Olympic Distance Triathlon (Again)

I'm off to church camp for a week, and when I am back, I will be a month away from my 1st Olympic Distance Triathlon (again) - got rained out last year. I'm not quite as prepared as I would like to be (and learning that I will probably never be quite as prepared as I would like to be), so I will aim to complete and not compete in my 1st O. D. Tri.

Given that training opportunities at church camp will be limited, I am pretty much counting on current fitness levels to pull me thru. I am now running 17km long slow runs (in 2 hours), 2.2km pool swims (in a little less than 55 mins), and 60km bike rides (followed by 5km transition run). Let's hope that enough. :-)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

R1 & R2 Up the Ante!

What is it about human nature that makes us want to keep doing things faster and better. To swim smoother, bike faster, run longer, and to go from 1 Hula Hoop to 2? ;-)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Wonderfully Apt

1 Chronicles 1-10, 2 Samuel 1-4, Psalm 17, 121-125, 128-130, 6, 8-10, 14, 16, 19, 21, 43-45, 49, 84, 85, 87, 73, 77, 78, 81, 88, 92 ,93, 102-104 (13 days from http://www.bibleinayear.org/). In short, I am making SLOW progress catching up.

I believe one of the manifestations of the miracle of God's living word is how it is so wonderfully apt even today despite the huge change in historical/geographical/cultural context. This time, Psalms 73 really spoke to me, and I can find no better words to express how I have been feeling than these:

Psalms 73 (New King James)

1 Truly God is good to Israel,
To such as are pure in heart.
2 But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled;
My steps had nearly slipped.
3 For I was envious of the boastful,
When I saw the prosperity of the wicked.

4 For there are no pangs in their death,
But their strength is firm.
5 They are not in trouble as other men,
Nor are they plagued like other men.
6 Therefore pride serves as their necklace;
Violence covers them like a garment.
7 Their eyes bulge[a] with abundance;
They have more than heart could wish.
8 They scoff and speak wickedly concerning oppression;
They speak loftily.
9 They set their mouth against the heavens,
And their tongue walks through the earth.

10 Therefore his people return here,
And waters of a full cup are drained by them.
11 And they say, “How does God know?
And is there knowledge in the Most High?”
12 Behold, these are the ungodly,
Who are always at ease;
They increase in riches.
13 Surely I have cleansed my heart in vain,
And washed my hands in innocence.
14 For all day long I have been plagued,
And chastened every morning.

15 If I had said, “I will speak thus,”
Behold, I would have been untrue to the generation of Your children.
16 When I thought how to understand this,
It was too painful for me—
17 Until I went into the sanctuary of God;
Then I understood their end.

18 Surely You set them in slippery places;
You cast them down to destruction.
19 Oh, how they are brought to desolation, as in a moment!
They are utterly consumed with terrors.
20 As a dream when one awakes,
So, Lord, when You awake,
You shall despise their image.

21 Thus my heart was grieved,
And I was vexed in my mind.
22 I was so foolish and ignorant;
I was like a beast before You.
23 Nevertheless I am continually with You;
You hold me by my right hand.
24 You will guide me with Your counsel,
And afterward receive me to glory.

25 Whom have I in heaven but You?
And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You.
26 My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

27 For indeed, those who are far from You shall perish;
You have destroyed all those who desert You for harlotry.
28 But it is good for me to draw near to God;
I have put my trust in the Lord GOD,
That I may declare all Your works.

Amen!

Sunday, May 4, 2008

R1 & R2 discovers the Hula Hoop

We are safe keeping a hula hoop for one of the lil' gals in the neighborhood (who left it in the playground). Looks like we gotta get one of our own now. 6-pack abs here we come! :-)

R2 pretty much got it 1st time around:

R1 had to practise a few times before he got it: